Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Is this coming to an end?!
MEANINGLESS~~~~
This is the word that i can find in my dictionary recently.
Why is that going to be always me involving?!
No one will ever understand how i'm feeling right now.
I wear my mask to school everyday and let it go when i reach home, feeling exhausted.
That is why i always took a nap straight after i went home.
I'm so tired to even think about anything and went straight to my bed.
I need to stay strong when i went to school, and force myself to smile no matter what.
I try to shut myself off by watching many videos (by SJ's), but the conversation outside my room is still going on.
But what can i do?!!! I knew something unpleasant happened, and i know this is the reality.
I cannot help but to face it directly.
But can this just come to an end?! I'm sorry, it has not even started!!!
We still have a long way to go..........
This is the word that i can find in my dictionary recently.
Why is that going to be always me involving?!
No one will ever understand how i'm feeling right now.
I wear my mask to school everyday and let it go when i reach home, feeling exhausted.
That is why i always took a nap straight after i went home.
I'm so tired to even think about anything and went straight to my bed.
I need to stay strong when i went to school, and force myself to smile no matter what.
I try to shut myself off by watching many videos (by SJ's), but the conversation outside my room is still going on.
But what can i do?!!! I knew something unpleasant happened, and i know this is the reality.
I cannot help but to face it directly.
But can this just come to an end?! I'm sorry, it has not even started!!!
We still have a long way to go..........
3:14 AM
